tough hands

If hands were really meant for holding, then I would not want to let go of yours. Yuckkk. I sound in love lol. Not yet. For now. He gives me fireworks. Yes, not sparks, but fireworks. :"> He plays with my fingers, then I respond by stretching them so they can fit with his. I never really gave meaning to holding hands. Yes, it's sweet. But I thought of it as a cliche that people do. But when it is his hands that I hold, everything changes. I get piloerection everytime lol. holding hands is his thing I guess. Haha. But whatever we have now is clandestine. and we cant just let anybody see us like that. it's kinda funny but whenever we finish eating, we hold hands under the table. Cuuuute :)) And I try to concentrate at what our friends are saying. And before we let go, he squeezes my hand. I can feel the "nginig" of his hands whenever he does that. And I smile because it's as if he is asking for my permission if he can let go now. Or sometimes, he sends back my hands to my lap. And then our hands will go their separate ways lol. but just when I thought it was just that, he would again reach out for my hands. and then I would just smile :) I love it whenever he feels my hands and places it on his face. He looks like a cute and fragile puppy. Haha! I love it when he always exchange places with me when were outside walking or crossing the street. He ALWAYS does that. I'm not used to that actually. But I am now. Sya kasi e. Haha! I love it when he punches me playfully. and when he pinches me so hard that that exact spot will be a bruise for the next 3 or so days. I love it how we never let go of each other that time when we watched This Means War. and we laughed together and curse together because of so much happiness :)) I love it when he pokes my nostrils as if trying to get a booger out of it. Haha! Yes, I let him do that haha! I love it how we can talk about anything. I even love it when he still tries to talk to me even though he is THAT sad and down. Like last night. I dont know how to cheer him up actually. Im not good at that :( I love it when he lets me study at examination nights. I love it when he texts me right after he finish his exams. and even when classes are going on. And even when he always fall asleep texting me, its all right because at least I know that he fell asleep and it was me who he last texted. ako nga ba talaga? lol. HAHA I love so many things about him. And yes, even when he still ate that papaya even though it fell off his plate twice. HAHA!!! But him? Well. Not yet. I hope he falls in love with me first. Srsly. >:))