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I saw him today. I didnt expect that I would expect myself to hope that I could talk to him. I just wanted to see him kasi im curious lang sa mukha nya ngayon. Lels. Bakit ang pogi? Or baka kaya lang ganun kasi I used to love him. Im over him na talaga eh. Super. And I was sure of that. Promise. I still am sure naman. Pasulyap sulyyap pa nga ko ng pasimple. Syempre dapat pakipot. Kaso iniisip naman nila na pumunta lang ako dahil andun sya. Hindi kaya. Hahaha. Ngkataon lang. Lels.

Anyway, ayun nga. Sulyap. Expected ko kasi lalapit sya at sya yung unang kakausap sakin. Because that is what he always do. Ngkangitian lang kami. Kasi naman tinawag nila ko. Ang laki nga ng HI nya sakin e :) Kakamiss naman lol. Tapos nakita ko syang unang lumabas, I thought he went home na. Ang tagal kaya naming nasa loob pa. Tas pglabas ko andun pa sya. Kaso nagfire exit na kami and I pretended that I was texting.

Alam mo yun, gustung gusto ko syang makita kaso ayoko din. Mahirap na? Lol. Bakit ganun. Bakit parang biglang kinain ko lahat ng sinabi ko? Or baka ganito lang tlaga pag may grudge ka pa din sa taong you once loved? Pinatawad ko na naman sya, sa sarili ko. Pero he didnt actually apologize to me before. I didnt ask for his apology. Wala din naman syang kusa. Gago kasi talaga yun. Or sakin lang sya ganun? Lels.

Naisip ko lang talaga? Baka talagang di pa ko FULLY moved on? at ayoko lang aminin? kasi bakit ako ganito sa kanya? Naiinis ako. Siguro di ko pa din tlga sya npapatawad sa nagawa nya. Was I not worth an explanation? Help.

Just in case i get a job interview.

Tell me about yourself.

Well, I am Eleanor Cortez. Friends call me Eli. Some people take that as a boy's name. What the hell. Ive been using that since 5th grade HAHA. I am a very sociable person. A friend of mine calls me everyone's bestfriend. I am easy to get along with. EASY i tell ya. I have a few to say about other people. I am not judgmental. I simply observe. I am a good listener. I rarely talk. Im better with writing.

So anyway, did I mention that I am sociable? HAHA. I love attending parties because I love dressing up. and meeting people too, i guess. But a major part of it, is still the dressing up part.

I love music just as much I love myself. I love dogs just as much I love music. Speaking of love, I am single and sometimes, readily available lol! I am a hopeless romantic. I love cheesy stuff. lol (pwedeng literally kasi I love cheese too!) I am pretty much motivated when I am inspired. I get inspired when I am in love but since I am not, I use myself as my own inspiration, aside from my parents. Teehee.

What are your strengths and weaknesses?

My strength would be the fact that I am a good communicator. As I have said I am a sociable person even though I rarely talk. With our line of work, it is important that you know how to deal with people. I am also a good listener and a fast learner. I am very flexible and I don't have problems working with groups. I easily get along well with whoever I work with.

My weakness is that I am sensitive. But I use this sensitivity constructively, and be aware of what others think of me and then get right back on track. I panic easily, but I can compose myself together and get things done.

How can you be an asset to our institution?

First of all, the fact that I am a graduate of Chinese General Hospital College of Nursing is already a big plus. (big grin) Because we all know that it is well known for giving high quality nursing education. I am an asset to this institution because I am disciplined, I am committed and passionate.

Where do you see yourself 5 years from now?

Ive always dreamed of living in New York. And honestly, 5 years from now, I see myself working and happily stable in New York. Dont get me wrong, but we all have our preferences right? I would really love to work there and I believe that working in this institution will help me to be better, more competent and fully equipped to the best of my abilities and eventually be the best nurse that I can be to be able to make it well there.

Rate yourself, with 10 being the highest.

I won't rate myself as a perfect 10 because I can't please everyone. I'm pretty average so I'll start with a 6. But because I trust myself with this line of work, I'll add 1 point which would make it a 7. And because I'm a good learner and I'm willing to learn, I'll add another point, which makes it 8. And lastly, because I'm a Chinese Gen graduate where students are smart, skilled and disciplined, I am, therefore, a 9. HOHO!

CConfidence and Flattery is the key. HAHA! I think. Lol